Feel like writing something

Yo, image is everything
you might not think it, but it is.
How you're perceived, never matches whats in the mirror,
And when you find out whats in your mind is wrong,
It can kill ya.
Never let the ego in your brain get too big,
so gigantic, like the titanic it brings you down
Without warning, just the sound will make you drown
deeper, makes you colder. Makes you become older.
Makes you evaluate, reevaluate, start over.
Cos your sister, mother, father, brother grew up with your appearance.
To everyone else its a new experience.
Judging eyes, looking at your disguise, never knew it was as built up as the Mayans.
You're just another working dog talking.The family guy, Brian.
Thought you were bright, shining but in reality your dying,
Dying to unveil the real you. But the real you. Is the one they don't like.
So here we go.
You can't change. Even if you wanted to. Even if you tried.
Lazy, unkempt, a mess, organised chaos is your life.
Hidden and covered behind so many different layers is the star that you are
Drink, drink, drink. Emotions overflowing, splurging out of every thought you can think of.
In the crevice of who you really are, behind the iron bars, sleeping away in the back of your car,
Seeing red, erupting craters of mars.
Time to claim back what it is and cut what it ain't, cover yourself in your best war paint,
Time to fight, a long pointless life battle, because if you don't you'll never die great.

Life lesson please captain obvious.

So since making this blog I've had absolutely nothing to write about! I had all these ideas but I can't put a pin in just one. I want to do a consistent series of a topic instead of just random blog posts.

One thing I wanted to write about was life attitude. I'm the kind of person who will just go through each week of the year with no real care for the future. I am a great believer in what ever happens, happens and there's not much we can do about it. So with this you could say its an understatement to call me lazy. And I am lazy I won't deny that. You see people rushing around, stressed, working hard and they just seem unhappy. Am I right in saying that? If you try hard everyday and just stress about everything you become unhappy. OK, in the long run you might have an amazing job, or saved money to go travelling around the world, BUT, what if you work yourself into the ground and then you don't go travelling or you don't get the job? What a waste!

If you ask me am I happy, I would reply 'eh'. I'm not so unhappy I wanna kill myself but I'm not so happy I'm the guy to light up the room with just his smile. Quite frankly I'm a moody bastard. I'm negative and don't try in case I fail. I always do just enough that no one can say I didn't try. With that attitude though you don't get anywhere. Obviously...

I dunno, I think that if someone said to me that if you do all of this work you will definitely have this amazing end result, then yeah I would sacrifice a part of my life for that. Only if I had that guarantee. Even then though the end result could have been what you wanted at the time, but once I have it I might absolutely hate it! So again what a waste. Hmm.

You just have to go head first into life and make it work. Know what you want and just grab it. You have to make yourself happy because if you can't do it yourself, no one else can. And hey, if you don't get the end result you wanted at least you tried. Just don't get so caught up in life that it passes you by. Write a bucket list, and make sure you finish ticking off every little thing.

Obvious life lessons 101.

teaguewr

After my surprisingly semi-successful blog 'Grilliam', I have decided to do another for 2013. This one will be for anything. My passions, my rants. Advice to random life problems and to pass the time ramblings. If it gets anywhere near the same amount of views of Grilliam then I shall be happy, but this one should hopefully go a bit further as it will have a much broader range of topics to discuss. Fingers crossed I will do a few posts a week. We shall see what happens. For now though, goodnight x